May 9, 2013

SPOTD: Desperate yearning

What Mandy Thinks: "Simple Pleasure of the Day" post
I have not slept much since Tuesday night due to an all-nighter I pulled last night.  My Simple Pleasure of the Day is desperately yearning for almost everything due to a strung-out brain and drained body.  When my comfy life gets too comfy, the not-so-simple YEARN for anything is a change-up that feels both horrible and amazing all at once.

Things I yearned for today were:

- SLEEP obviously.  My insides have some sort of sleep vortex my body won't let slip through until my brain lets me sleep BUT NO, I can't sleep until I am at a certain point in a project for work that is the cause of this all-nighter I unintentionally pulled.

- WARMTH.  Thank goodness the office was cold this morning or I would not have been able to stay awake for more than a few minutes.  I drove to work today since sleep walking or sleep biking seemed more dangerous to me than sleep driving.  The car was tanning all day in the sun so the temperature difference between the office, the air outdoors, and the thick heat inside my car was FABULOUS.  If my drive home was more than five minutes I would not have lasted long.

- SILENCE.  The longer I stay awake, the louder and faster my brain becomes.  I cannot stop talking to myself or stop thinking about anything and everything until my body shuts it off for sleep.  I've had too many inner monologues for one day, so brain: SHUT THE F*** UP, would you PLEASE!

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